Utterances of She

My womb began to stir, the familiar yet not as strong feeling of contractions held me still for a while...I groaned a little and went inside this feeling...I thought of pregnancy, orgasms, love and releasing and I began to feel the pains disappear, I also felt more releasing as my womb cleansed herself of this months worries, doubts, fears and insecurites via my cycle. I felt more contracting and life-blood leaving my womb and I released...

Writing is my passion

So I have decided that what I need to do right now is write more...I have so much to say and I have to write to keep up with all of my thoughts. I owe it to myself to use my writing as a release for all of the things that have been going on in my life...I have big plans to become a full time writer...I think I have been trying to make excuses as to why I couldn't "possibly" write full time only...I need to work, I have to have undisturbed time, I have to make dinner, I have to make a call, I have to check the status of my resume on that website...yeah that's all good, but is it really making me feel fulfilled? To an extent it is but I want to free up and be who I was called to be...I have realized that I have to be me, others may not understand my choices at the moment but that is okay because I cannot live to please others...It's time to focus on what I want to see happen in my life and believe with all my heart and soul that it will manifest...

So many thoughts

I wish I could settle on what to write about, but right now, my thoughts are scattered- like leaves blowing on a windy day...I have so much to say, where do I begin? Should this next piece have a beginning and an end? Or should I just let my thoughts roll on through, let them spill from my mind to my hand, to my fingers, to my pen...to my journal, or my notebook...